Today I learned that sometimes the things you need most are the things you already have. Makes me wonder... what ELSE do I have??

Today I learned that sometimes the things you need most are the things you already have. Makes me wonder... what ELSE do I have??
The past year brought me a huge transformation in body and mind. It only took a few short months. The engine that drove it was something I call my Practice.
The pain woke me up. Wasn't the first time, but tonight was bad. The pain was dull, stubborn, and pulsed with my heart. Then, clarity: I'm going to die.